Yeah, I updated...Wanna make something of it?

Here's a small update on the life of yours truly:

1.) Mom has breast cancer, for all of you who aren't aware. She had her first surgery today. Hopefully in a couple of weeks we'll know if it's spread or not. Keep praying guys. It seems to be helping.

2.) School's going great. I'm pretty happy with my classes so far. I dropped my Political Science class. I finally decided on a major too...I'm doing Broadcast Journalism with a minor in Speech. It's exciting.

3.) No luck with guys. I've been seeing a great guy, but I just don't know where it's going. He's truly everything I could ask for in a guy....EVERYTHING. It's just that sometimes I find myself asking if I really like him or not or if I just think that I do...It's complicated. I guess it's a good thing though. I mean hell, at least I'm not going into something blind again like I always do. I'm done with heartache. The next guy is going to be a permanent one. Someone I KNOW is commited.

4.) I miss band. I really do. I was looking at some old pictures from like, my freshman year when we were on the Texas State trip and from the Christmas Fest parade...Those were such good times. I'd give anything for life to be like that again.

5.) I'm finally starting to realize who my true friends are. I've gained, I've lost, but in the end, it's those that have been there the longest who are going to be by you up until the end. I miss Tiffany and Betty and Jessica and Katie and all of my old friends. Sure, I have new ones. But it's the old ones I want back in my life. We had more fun than any other time I can remember. We did some hella-crazy stuff, but that's the memories that I want to remember the most! Not the drama that I have now. The good times...*Sigh*

6.) Everybody's married...Have you noticed it? I seem to be the only one who's not settling down and having kids and all that good mushy stuff. Hell, I can't even keep a boyfriend for more than 3 months without his penis wandering to other parts of the country! It's pathetic. I'm such an awesome girl....why can't any guy see that? The ones that do notice aren't guys that I particularly care to date or have something with...What gives?

Wow

Currently Listening Us and Them By Shinedown Beyond the Sun see related

Losing my Religion

Quick update:

1.) My car's ready for the road. I just need insurance.

2.) Me and Mike got into our first big fight this week. We're good now.

3.) I got fired from Subway for "stealing". It's b.s.

4.) I've recently discovered Matt White (a fantastic singer) and rediscovered FlyLeaf

5.) I haven't been shitfaced in so long...I think it's time.

6.) I have a closet full of fireworks and nobody to shoot them with.

7.) I completely redid my myspace page. Check it out: myspace.com/mandajane05. Leave some comments if you're my friend.

Hooray for Homecomings!

Mike's finally home. He came in Tuesday night around 4:30am. He promised he'd come straight to me, and he did! He snuck into my bedroom (I was asleep), stripped down to his boxers and crawled into bed with me, then kissed me on the forehead. It was such a nice surprise. I know, none of you care to hear about it. But I'm telling you anyway. I've got a wonderful boyfriend and nobody can take that away from me...except maybe when he goes to Iraq...Fuck Iraquis. If they blow my boyfriend up I'll build an A-bomb and blow every last one of them out of this world. "Fuck with my boyfriend...I'll teach you!"

That is all.

(Quite bored, obviously. I'll prob. go back and edit this later, just so you know)

"Love is like a mountain,
hard to climb,
but once you get to the top
the view is beautiful."
- Daniel Monroe Tuttle –

...I think I'm falling in love. It's so amazing.

HE'S so amazing.